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Live without You – Chapter 3

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Joe get back home. He fold his jacket on the floor, Open the tie and throw it on the sofa when he walking to the bedroom. He sit on the bed and Rubs his eyes. He look up and saw their wedding photo set on the wall. He stand up and look closer on it. He remember how much great day it was. they both was so happy in that time, ready to start they life together.

He saw Allen smile and start to hear her laughing in side his mind. He always try his best to keep her happy no matter what. He remember the days when the cancer get more stronger and Ellen lose the ability to stand up and walk. All the days she was stay in the bed. Joe saw how her smile was disappear and did everything to bring it back.
One day he get enough of it. he pick her up on his hand and take her to trip in the city. It was not really a trip but it did help Ellen to forget all the pain and bring her smile back. He was ready to do everything to bring her smile back. But now… Now it is over. This caner take the most important thing in my world.
He get angry. he take the chair that was in the room and throw it on the wall. wedding photo was fold on the floor and the glass get broke. He fold on the knees and start cry. Noting was can stop him from crying. “Ellen why you leave me alone Ellen…” He fold on the floor and cuddle himself.

it was a raining day and  Joe mother was looking from the window, worry about her son.
“Honey are you OK?” Her husband ask her.
“I am fine I am just worried about Joe. I feel like I must go and see if he is OK” she said. her husband come stand next to her and put his hand on her shoulder
“Don’t worry he be fine.”
“no jack. he is not, he still love her. we should go there right now.” She tell him and go to get ready.

His parents get to his house and start knocking on the door but no one answer them them. His mother get more panic and knocked the door more hard.
“Joe, Joe honey open the door” she said but no one answer her.
“Joe please open the door. it’s us your parents, we just want to check how you doing.” But still no one answer them. His father start to bit the door when his mom keep pushing the doors.
When they get to open the door they both run In side. they saw the wedding photo on the floor and Joe lay next to it. when they come close to him they saw a paper in his hand say “I am so so sorry but I can’t take it any more”.
“No Joe no…” His mother screaming.
They bring him to hospital fast that they can. The doctor saw them and run to check him.
“Is he be fine?” His mother ask
“Your son try to commit suicide with many sleeping pills that we give him.” The mother was in shocked. “We will clean his stomach then we will see what we can do.” He say and take Joe bed to the emergency room.

Joe sleep on the bed when all the nurses and the doctor run around him, try to save him. Suddenly he her same voice call him.
“Joe, Joe… Are you OK Joe?” The voice ask him. Joe try to open his eyes slowly and see himself lay on the bed. the room was all white. He saw same thing glowing come in front of him. “Joe” the voice said again. Joe start to recognize the voice.
“Ellen?!”he whisper. She come in front of him wearing white dress looking exactly like an angel. She move her hand on his cheek.
“Joe what you did to you self.” Joe hold her hand.
“I can’t live without you, my life not complete with out you. please take me with you. I Don’t want to live any more.” He see a tears start coming down from her eyes. he wipe them away and kiss her gently.
“I can’t take you with me Joe, You still have life to live.” Joe put his forehead agents hers.
“I can’t live with out you” he whisper to her.
“I know but you must.” She caress his hair. “Your parents need you, your friend need you, my mom need you. There lots of people that still need you down there.” Joe hold her face close to him and close his eyes.
“I need you.” He whisper and tears go down his eyes.
“I will always be there with you” she say and kiss his forehead gently. Joe feel like a small dizzy. “Joe you OK?” She ask him. He hold his head and feel strong hurts. “Joe are you OK?” She ask him again but this pain was so hard.
“Joe talk with me. Joe?” He open his eyes and find him self sleeping on the bed in the hospital when his parents, Ellen mother and his friends around his bed
“Thank god he back to life.” One of his friends say
“Tell me are you go out of your mindץ you scared me the most.” His mother say and hit him.
“Sorry mom.” He say and smile to her. He saw Ellen mother smile to him.
” OK guys. He need same rest, So please leave the room.” The doctor say. They all leave the room.
“Miss evens” Joe call Ellen mother. she smile to him and walk back to him. Before he can say everything she hold his hand and ask.
“You saw her did you?” He nodded his head yes. “Did she ask u to let her go?” He nodded his head again yes. She open her bag and get a latter from it “I think this is for you” Joe take it. she give him a kiss on his forehead and leave the room. Joe start to read the latter and saw that it’s from Ellen

My dear husband Joe. I want to thank you for making my life amazing. from the first time that I saw you, I was know that you will change my life. You teach me a lot about the life and how to enjoy most of it. Even when the cancer saw up, you never give up on me and take me to many amazing place. I know it is not easy for you and we talk about that before but you need to let me go and keep on with your life. I know how much you missed me but remember I will always be there with you. So now it is your time to live the life you want and enjoy it. Don’t wait do it now enjoy your life now.
Love Your wife Ellen

 

 
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Posted by on August 28, 2016 in Short Story, Uncategorized

 

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Life without You – Part 1

This story I decide to my dear friend Nivi. That passes away before couple of days. Rest in peace my dear Friend.

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Everything starts in one cold raining day. He was run in the hospital corridor when he hoping he was not late. He runs inside the room when one of the Nurses stops him. He looks on the bed that was in the room and sees it empty.
-“where is she?”
“Sir please leaves the room.” The nurse said and tries to push him.
“Tell me. Where she is?” he ask her again
“Sir I ask you to leave.” The nurse push him to the door way. He gets her hand down from him.
“I don’t leave until you tell me where my wife is?” she looks on him and see the worried in his eyes. “Why you quiet tell me where my wife is?” he saw that she avoid him and not answer him. He catches her arms and Shake her backward and forward “answer me damn.” He screams on her.
“She pass away.” She screams back. Suddenly all the hospital gets quiet. He was fazing in his place and can’t say a word. The nurse looks on him with tears in her eyes. “We try to save her but it was too late.” He release her arms slowly and walk backward when he shocking. He folds on the wall and start to remember the moments that he share with his wife. The happy moments. The funny moments, the Arguments, the love, her smile, her laughing.

He starts to remember the day that she was come to her last checking. The doctor said that she don’t have many days to live. He tries his best to makes every day to a beautiful day for her. He was taking her for Trips, to place they never visit. He bought flowers every morning and Decorating living room with them. He buys her a gift every day. He even takes her for second honeymoon.
He still remembers what she said to him in the honey moon.
“If I go..” she start to say
“You are not” he stops her.
“But I will leave one day.” She said to him.
“You will never leave.” He said to her when he tries to avoid the true. She smiles to him and hold his hand.
“When I will leave I want you to know that I will always be with you.” He looks on her with tears in his eyes. “But you have to promise me one thing.” He touches her hand.
“Whatever you want honey.” She smiles to him with tears in her eyes.
“Promise me that you will move on.” He was can’t believe she really said that. He releases his hand from her faster and wipes his tears.
“No never.” He screams.
“Joe…” She said.
“I am not going to do it.” He screams again. “I can’t believe you ask me to do that.”
“Joe. You promise to me.” He looked on her and saw her Serious.
“So I am taking my promise back. I promise you in our wedding that I will stay with you till I die and what I going to do.” He stands up and leaves the table. She wipes her tears and saw him walking away.
“I know that you love me so much Joe but soon you have to do it, want it or not.

Joe folds down to the door and can believe that he just lost the woman that he loves the most. He doesn’t know what he will do now. What he will do without her? How he will live without her?

 
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Posted by on September 5, 2015 in Short Story

 

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I was have to let you go

It’s a old song that I write long ago.train-station-glamorous-woman-leaving-with-suitcase-retro-goodbye-mysterious-lady

I don’t have words to say
I didn’t have other chance
I was have to let you go
I was have to stay away

I standing in your room
In the room where you live day and night
This room stays empty now
Only memories has left

Memories that I will never forget
Good Memories and Bad Memories
Happy Memories and Sad Memories
everyone in one room in the room of my heart

I don’t have words to say
I didn’t have other chance
I was have to let you go
I was have to stay away

I still remember the day you left
The day I decide to let you go
I still remember what I feel in m heart
I still remember how I feel it broken
When I see you go
Go away from me.

 
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Posted by on July 8, 2015 in Uncategorized

 

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Rabir FF – True Love never Die (Chapter 7)

Vihaan pass Sonal and walk to Kabeer house. Sonal hold his hand and stop him. Vihaan look back on her.
“where are you thing you going handsome?” She asks him with smile on her face. Vihaan look angry on her and remove her hand from him.
“i need to meet Kabeer.” He said to her.
“after all the thing you did to him, you think he will be like to see you?” She ask Vihaan
“I know that he hate me and that he didn’t want to talk with me but he mast to know the true about what really happens.” Vihaan said to her and walk to Kabeer. Sonal holding his hand again and stop him.
“I can’t let you do that.” She said to him. Vihaan turn and smile to her.
“what are you so afraid of? That Kabeer will find out that you stay the same, the same Sonal, The same Sonal that can’t ever change.” He releases his hand from her. “I think its times, don’t you think?” He smile to her and walk to Kabeer house.
” Vihaan, wait I will not let you do it.” She said and follows him.

They both enter Tripathi house. Vihaan walk in side and Sonal hold his hand, and try to get him out of there.
-“Kabeer…Kabeer.” Vihaan start screaming.
Kabeer hear same one scream his name. He opens his eyes, take his hand down from his head and look around.

“Kabeer!!!” Vihaan keep screaming and look around for him. Dadi run to the living room and saw Vihaan standing in the living room looking for same one, when Sonal hold his arm. “Kabeer! Kabeer!” Vihaan keep scream Kabeer name.
“Vihaan stop it. You will regret about it.” Sonal say and hold Vihaan from His shirt collar.
“Sonal, you can do to me whatever you want to, but I have to do it.” Vihaan say to Sonal and release her hands from his shirt collar “Kabeer” Vihaan scream Kabeer name again.
“What are you two doing here?” Dadi ask them. Vihaan walk to Dadi.
“Dadi, I most talk with Kabeer. Can you call him?” Dadi look on Vihaan and show Sonal Behind him, Point to Dadi to say no.
“about what do you want to talk to me?” Suddenly they all look up and saw Kabeer come down stairs.
“it’s about Rachna.” Kabeer get down and stand in front of him. Vihaan look on Kabeer and saw sad and tired man, a man that lost the joy of life. But his eyes were still full with anger. “I have same thing important to tell you.” Vihaan said to him.
” What is there to talk about? I already know everything.” Kabeer said and walk away from him.
“trust me Kabeer. You don’t know the well story, about what really happened.” Vihaan said to him. Kabeer turn and look weird on him. Sonal look on both of them and get worried, hoping that Kabeer will not know the true about her and about her well plane.
“What are you talking about?” Kabeer ask him. Sonal get stressful and move the hair behind her ear.
“about Rachna and Me.” Vihaan said. Kabeer start to laugh.
“there is nothing left to talk about.” Kabeer said. Vihaan look back on Sonal and saw her smiling to him. “Nothing left to say.” Kabeer said and walk to the stairs.
“Kabeer, trust me. You most hear it.” Vihaan said. Kabeer stop in his place and look back.

“Vihaan, I think you didn’t listen to what Kabeer said. He didn’t want to listen to you.” Sonal said to Vihaan. Vihaan turn and saw her smile.
“but Kabeer you…” Vihaan walk to Kabeer.
“Vihaan I think it better if you just leave.” Vihaan saw the angry in Kabeer eyes.
“fine Kabeer, I will leave. But I will not leave you so easy. I will do everything that you listen to me.” Vihaan walk back and saw Dadi look sad to him. When he looks to the left he saw Sonal smile to him as she win him and keep him away from Kabeer. Vihaan left the house and Kabeer walk up stair to his room. Sonal smile and move hair behind her ear. She know that she just success by keep Vihaan away from Kabeer and Kabeer will never know what really happens. Now Kabeer will always be her.
“Sonal.” Sonal turn and saw Dadi stand in front of her, with her hand on her hips. “You need anything?” She asks her.
“no it fine. I will leave now. Bye.” Sonal smile and walk from there. Dadi watch her Going outside the house and get worry. Same thing was different in Sonal Behavior. Suddenly Dadi hear a noise of a door slamming.

Kabeer get angry and hit the Chest of drawers that was in his room. Dadi get in and saw Kabeer hurting his hand. Dadi run to him and hold his hand.
“oh my god. Nahna, what you did to your hand?” Dadi check his hand.
” Why did he come here? Why he come to meet me? What he wants to talk to me about?” Kabeer ask in angry way.

“Nahna, think for a second. Maybe there is same thing that you don’t know. We both didn’t understand why Rachna did it. Maybe there same reason behind it and maybe Vihaan know about it.”Kabeer turn his back to Dadi and start thinking. Dadi put her hand on his shoulder. “Nahna, I know you don’t want to talk with him or to see him, but I think you should meet him and see what he has to tell u.” Kabeer stay in his place quietly and didn’t say a word. Dadi feel sad for him. She moves her hand down from kabeer shoulder. “Think about it Nahna. You need to make your own Decision.” Dadi say to him and leave his room. Kabeer think for himself should I really need to meet him? But why I should go to talk to him? He takes my love away from me. Kabeer get angry and walk to the window and think again. Or maybe Dadi rightmaybe I should talk with him. Maybe I will find same thing that I didn’t know. Kabeer was confutes and dont know what to do. but he know the choice is in his hand now.

Rachna get back to anjali room and get worry about Vihaan. She knows that if Vihaan get to Tripathi house, kabeer will not be happy to see him. Or maybe they two will fight each other. Rachna get so nerves and didn’t know how to get relax. She looks at Anjali desk and saw how the Sketches that she draw before. She walk to there, sit on the chair and start draw same new design. Anajli come to the room to call Rachna for dinner and saw her draw same new design. Anjali know that Rachna not in good mode and decide to do same thing to make her happy.

Kabeer decide to go for a running to clean his mind, but the voice was keep running in his mind. He starts to remember all the thing Vihaan tells him.
“I have same thing important to tell you.” Vihaan said to him.
What is there to talk about? I already know everything.” Kabeer said and walk away from him.
“trust me Kabeer. You don’t know the well story, about what really happened.” Vihaan said to him. Kabeer turn and look weird on him.

“What are you talking about?” Kabeer ask him.
“about Rachna and Me.” Vihaan said. Kabeer start to laugh.
“there is nothing left to talk about.” Kabeer said. “Nothing left to say.” Kabeer said and walk to the stairs.
“kabeer, trust me. You most hear it.” Vihaan said. Kabeer stop in his place and look back.

“Vihaan I think it better if you just leave.” Vihaan saw the angry in Kabeer eyes.
“fine Kabeer, I will leave. But I will not leave you so easy. I will do everything that you listen to me.”

Then he remember what Dadi tell him
“Nahna, think for a second. Maybe there is same thing that you don’t know. We both didn’t understand why Rachna did it. Maybe there same reason behind it and maybe Vihaan know about it.”Kabeer turn his back to Dadi and start thinking. Dadi put her hand on his shoulder. “Nahna, I know you don’t want to talk with him or to see him, but I think you should meet him and see what he has to tell u. Think about it Nahna. You need to make your own Decision.”
Kabeer stop running and start to think what he should do. Should he go to talk with Vihaan or not and why he want to talk with him about.

The morning starts in Mumbai. Rachna was keep sleeping on the bad, when suddenly someone come and move her hair from her face. Rachna start to move and open her eyes slowly, and saw Kabeer sitting on the bed next to her and smile to her. Rachna get shock and get up fast. She looks on Kabeer and can’t believe that he there with her.
“Kabeer, what are you doing here? What you doing in Mumbai?” before Rachna can say more words, Kapeer cover her mouth with his hand and point her to stay quit. Kabeer come close to her and kiss her on her cheek softly then on her other cheek. Rachna keep look on him and still dont understand what he doing there. Kabeer come close and kiss her on her Forehead. rachna close her eyes and suddenly tears start to flow from her eyes. Kabeer wipe her tears and come close to kiss her on her lips. Rachna feel his hot breath blow on her lips. She moves her hand over his arms and put her hand on his shoulder. Suddenly she hears same one say.
“Rachna wake up.” Rachna open her eyes and saw anjali stand in front of her.Rachna get up, look around and don’t know to where Kabeer was gone.
“Anjali, did you saw same one in this room right now? Rachna ask her.
“Rachna, what you talk about? No one is in this room, only both of us.” Rachna think and Rubbing her head.
“I guess it was a dream.” Rachna said.
“Never mind. Get up and come with me right now.” Anjali said. She holds Rachna hand and tries to pull her from the bed.
“but where are you taking me?” Rachna ask her.
“soon you will know. Just come with me.” Rachna remove the blanket and follow Anjali.

Anjali and Rachna get to same dark room. Rachna steps in the room and look around, but she didn’t see noting.
“to Where did you bring me anjali? There noting here?” Anjali release Rachna hand and goes to turn the light on. The light turn on Rachna was shock. She look around and a desk with papers Pencil and colors. On the wall she saw all her designs that she drew hung on it. On the Closet she saw many fabrics Types in many different colors. Rachna look on Anjali and saw Anjali smile to her.
“I saw your design, so me and my family decided to turn our Warehouse to a studio, that you can keep working on your designs” Rachna look on Anjali with tears of happiness in her eyes and smile on her face, and She goes to hug her.
“thank u. Thank u Anjali. You are my best friend ever.” Anjali smile and hug her back.
“that what are friends for.” Anjali said to Rachna and pull her away from her. “Now go and work on your designs.” Rachna Nodded to her, and they both start laughing.

Kabeer back from the workout and go to fresh up. When he go out from the bathroom, he decide to go and to keep work on Sonal wedding dress when his mind keep remind all what Vihaan and Dadi tell him about.

“I have same thing important to tell you.” Vihaan said to him.
What is there to talk about? I already know everything.” Kabeer said and walk away from him.
“trust me Kabeer. You don’t know the well story, about what really happened.” Vihaan said to him. Kabeer turn and look weird on him.

“What are you talking about?” Kabeer ask him.
“about Rachna and Me.” Vihaan said. Kabeer start to laugh.
“there is nothing left to talk about.” Kabeer said. “Nothing left to say.” Kabeer said and walk to the stairs.
“kabeer, trust me. You most hear it.” Vihaan said. Kabeer stop in his place and look back.

“Vihaan I think it better if you just leave.” Vihaan saw the angry in Kabeer eyes.
“fine Kabeer, I will leave. But I will not leave you so easy. I will do everything that you listen to me.”


“Nahna, think for a second. Maybe there is same thing that you don’t know. We both didn’t understand why Rachna did it. Maybe there same reason behind it and maybe Vihaan know about it.”Kabeer turn his back to Dadi and start thinking. Dadi put her hand on his shoulder. “Nahna, I know you don’t want to talk with him or to see him, but I think you should meet him and see what he has to tell u. Think about it Nahna. You need to make your own Decision.”

When Kabeer get inside his studio, he shows all the mess that he leaves yesterday on the desk and decide to arrange them. He pick up all the design Sketches that was on the table and put it on the side, When suddenly he find his mobile left in between all the papers. He picks it up and shows that he gets many missing calls. When he checks the list, he saw that they all were from Vihaan. Suddenly he start to think, what so important for vihaan to talk with me, that he calls him too many times. Maybe Dadi was right maybe I should call him. But then kabeer get angry again and throw the phone back on the table.
“no way, I don’t going to talk with him. He takes Rachna from me. Kabeer said and go back to arrange the design Sketches. Suddenly he noticed something strange. He look on his mobile and the light turn off. He pick up his mobile and unlock it, when suddenly saw Rachna name on the list of missing call.
“Rachna?” Kabeer try to figure out why Rachna will call him, after that she told him that she doesn’t want to see him anymore. He starts to think for himself should I call her back. But she said that she don’t want to talk to me. So why she is calls me? Maybe same thing happens to her. Kabeer decide to try and call her but his mobile battery was dead and the phone turn off. Kabeer run and go to charging his phone.

Sonal get back to her house and close the door behind her.
” that was close. God know what was happens if Kabeer was know the true.” Sonal said and start walking to her room, when suddenly she notice that same one sitting on the sofa in her living room.
“hello Sonal dear. I think that we need to talk.”

Kabeer finely get the phone charging and try to call to Rachna again when he suddenly saw that Vihaan calls him. Kabeer remember what Dadi tell him and decide to answer to his call.
-hello Kabeer, I know that you don’t want to listen to me after what happens, but I must to talk with you.” Vihaan said. He didn’t hear any answer from other side on the phone, when suddenly Kabeer answer to him.
“you are right. I don’t want to talk with you because what you did to me, and to Rachna. But I think about and I think we should talk about it.” Vihaan smile and was happy to know that Kabeer agree to meet with him. Now Kabeer will know the well true behind what happens.

 
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Posted by on June 24, 2015 in Fanfic

 

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Confident Zone

Same time confident zone is it the safest place to live in. but it also not the best place to stay in at. Confident zone it like leaving in a transparency box, when the live outside it running and you live inside your own world.
Same time you watch out side and wish you can be also like them. Like the people who live outside. Without fear, with lots of self-confident and believe in their self.
Every time I try to walk outside from my confident zone I always regret about it and find myself back to my transparency box, wishing that I will never do that again.

Until one day. Same man was walking next to my transparency box and look inside at. When I feel that same one watching me, I was starting to get frightened. I turn and saw a Swarthy guy. His hair was Bouncy and little bit wild. He was had big invasive eyes And Stubble on his face.
In the beginning I was afraid. I think that he one of that mans, that enjoy watching on us the ladies. Suddenly I saw him smile to me and view to me with his hand. The other people that was around looked on him and don’t understand what he do. Even I don’t understand him.
He point to me to come to him. When I come close to him, I was amazed from the Magic that he had in his eyes. They were shining, like the sun light hit them. I come close to him. Only the transparency wall was separates us. I don’t know what to do. One side of me was so sure and confident, but the other side of me was confused.
He point to me why you cry? You need to smile. I look on him and start thinking. What he thinks he is. Like it’s easy for me to smile. He don’t know what happened in my life, he don’t know what my situation is, he don’t know why I am lonely.
I get angry and walk back from there. I was so angry. How man who I never meet can come and said to me that I should smile. But in the same time I feel same thing weird when I see him. I don’t know what this feeling woes. I was think maybe I should look back on him again, maybe then I will understand. But when I look back he was not there. In the same moment I was feel like I lost him. I lost the choice to be happy and all this was Disappeared because my fear. I hated myself in that moment. I was got the choice in my hand, to go and live good life. The choice to get out from this box, to break all the walls. To go out to Breathing Fresh air without fear. But what the matter now I lost it.
After couple of minute I start to hear a noise of glass smash. I was Afraid again. When I look back I saw that he back and he broking the wall glass. I didn’t know what to do. I try to stop him but he didn’t stop. He hit the wall with a stone and slowly all the wall was broke. He dropped the stone on the floor. When I saw him standing there, I saw like there light around him that light all the transparency box.

He starts to walk in and enter my transparency box. I start walk back and ask him to stop but he didn’t stop. Any steps He did was scared me. Every step that I did, he did two steps forward. After couple of steps I find myself close to the inside wall of the box. He keeps walking to me. I start to blame myself how I was think that I lost the choice to live good life, when now the situation is more bad than I thought. I look down and feel Shame on myself, me and my wishes. I feel that he stand up next to me. When I look for a minute I saw him smile to me. In that moment I thought that it. There no more choice, no more confident zone.
He catches my hand. All the people were looking on us. I start to think what he doing? What he wanted for me? What handsome man like him wants from me? I am only simple girl.  He holds my hand and said to me.
“you need to release yourself. You confined is in a cage. You must go out from here.” He said and start drags me to the outside.
“no. I am not going out.” I scream and release myself from him.
He looks back on me in Shock. “You even don’t know me, you don’t know my situation.”
“You are right. I don’t know you, I don’t know in what situation you are, But I Know one thing. That what you doing to yourself it not right and it not ok to confined yourself in a cage like a bird. From what you afraid of? From what you scared of? If you not go out from here now you never will and no one will know about you. And who know what will happen later.” He catches my hand and drags me again. Any steps that I do to outside, I keep hesitate.
“one minute, what people will say?” he keep drag me
“let them say what they want.”
“and if they judge me?” I ask him.
“Let them. There a big Judge up there.”
“if they don’t like me?” he stops in the place and look back on me.
“You need to like yourself.” The words he said hit me. I start to realize that he do understand me, even he don’t know me. The words he said was talk to me and start to resonate in my head. He keep walking and my hand Dropped from his hand. He looks back again.
“I can’t do it.” I said to him. “My mind tries to control me. How much he not wants to change. How my old Thoughts still control me.”
“you can do it.” He said and come in front me.
“You were right. I really should go out from here. But I can’t.”
“but why?” he ask
“I am afraid.” I said to him.
“there are noting to afraid from. I am with you.” He holds my hand. I release my hand fast from him
“why you try to helping me? I even don’t know you.”
“because you have to get out from here.”
“that I already know. But why you help me? What people will say?”
“Let them say what they want?” I look around and saw the people laugh on us.
“No really look on me.” He looks on me. “People always judge me by the way I am.”
“No one judges you. It’s only you.” That moment he said that I hate that. But then he explains. “We all made by god. The Moon is beautiful right? The sea is beautiful right? The birds that singing in the morning, the smell of the rain. They are all beautiful and they all made by god, the one that also made you, me, and us. They not judge you, you judge yourself. You have negative Thoughts about yourself and you have to change it.
“But I am not beautiful.” I said to him.
“That all lie.” He screams. “You good girl, you sweet and nice girl, you smart girl, you have big heart and your ready to help everyone and yes you are beautiful.” Suddenly tears come from my eyes. I even don’t know why I cry. “It’s you this is only you. You so smart, good girl and so beautiful that you make me love you the first moment I Saw you. I love you.” I was can’t believe he said that. I was in Shocked. “Yes crazy you. I say that I love you.” I Start cry he come close to me and hug me.

Suddenly there was again noise of glass smashes. When I looked I saw all the wall of the box start folding one by one. In that moment I know, that this guy will change my life and I was know I don’t need confident zone any more I have self confident inside me.

 
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Posted by on June 24, 2015 in Short Story

 

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Power of true Love

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She walks in to the airport and walk to Reception at the airport. She goes and sits on the Bench that was set there. She looks on her watch and sees that the time is already 10pm. She remembers he say that his Flight will be arriving at 9:30pm. She looks on the fly Schedule and sees that his Flight already arrives. She gets worry what happened to him and way he not arrive yet. She feels how the stress starts to affects her body and make her feel tense. She watches a woman run with flower in her hand with smiling on her face. She run in to her lover arms and hugs him tight.
When she saw them hugging she understand how much she missing her lover and how much she missing his soft touch his warm hugs, the smell of his Perfume, the way he kiss her on her lips, the taste of his lips, the feeling she have when they kiss, the way she feel in her stomach when they kiss. She was wish that he will be there. 2 month without see him it was too much for her. She remember the day he come to say goodbye.

He was stand in her door with Briefcase when he was wear a black Suit and look like a Gentleman. When she sees him she knows that he is leaving.
“You leaving? She asks him before he can say a word.
“I have to.” He says and looks down to the floor.
“And when I will see you again?” she ask him.
“I don’t know when.” He says when he keep look down. Try to not make connect with her eyes. He knows that she will hurt and he can see her cry.
“So you just come here to say that you going and that maybe you will never back.” he tears start goes down from her eyes. He gets his head up and sees the tears in her eyes.
“I come to say that you important to me and I will do everything to get back to you because I love you.” She was shock and can believe that he really say that. He releases the Briefcase from his hand and stand next to her. He put his hand on her cheek and wipes her tears away. She looks in to his eyes and sees tears in to his eyes. He come close to her and kisses her lips. When he kisses her she feels how the breath she keeps inside her let go slowly from her. She closed her eyes and let the tears goes down. He looks on her again and sees the tears flow on her cheek and kisses her eyes. She opens her eyes and sees him stand next to her. She knows it is the last time that she ever sees him. She doesn’t wait a second and hug him tight. He put his hand on her back and other hand on her head. It even was not easy for him. He loves her so much and wishes he can take her with him but he know that he can’t. He knows that if he will take her with him her family will not like it. How much it was hard for both of them they were know that they should have to say goodbye. He stands away from her and saw how she holding his hand and don’t let him goes. He looks on her and sees her Shook her head and ask him not to go. He put his hand above her and takes her hand off from him. She sees how his hand releases slowly from her hand. He turns away and stands with his back to her. He knows that if he will look on her he will not be able to leave. He holds the Briefcase Handle and walk away from there. She keep stand in the door and watch him gone. She wishes she can stop him but she know that it not in her hands.

After 2 month she gets call for him in the night that he going to get on the flight back home and he will like to meet her. She was happy to know that he is back but she was worry. From his voice he was sound like he is not happy. She starts to think about what he wants to talk with her about.
She looks on her watch again and sees that the time is already 10:20pm but still there is no sign of him. She hopes he is ok and noting bad happened to him.
Suddenly she save a tired man entered the airport with a suitcase. He wore an old brown long jacket and black jeans. He looked pale and weak. She could not recognize him with all that stubble on his face. She gets up from the Bench and start to walk slowly to him. When she still checking him from down to up. When she finely stands in front of him she saw Glint in his eyes that she knows. She was Knew him from the way he looked at her. He stands in his place and release the Briefcase Handle. She come close to him and looks in to his eyes. She reaches her hand slowly to his face and moves her hand on his cheek. He closes his eyes and let the tears go down from his eyes. She smile with tears in her eyes and start giggle. He opens his eyes and sees her smiling to him. She put her hand on his chest and feels His heartbeat. She even recognizes the smell of his Perfume.  She doesn’t wait any more and hug him tight and close her eyes.
“You come I know that you will come.” she say and smile. He close his eyes and hug her back “All this time I know you will come.” she tell him the days she was pass by knowing that one day he will be back. She holds his back jacket tight and brings her more close to him.”
“I have the same thing to tell you.” He says to her. She goes away from him and looks on him in series way. Suddenly all the happiness moment replace with tense and worries. She waits for him to start talking when in the same time she tries to relax herself.
“About what?” she ask him when she try to break the ice.
“all this days I was dream about my career to be the best business man. In the beginning I enjoy it and I know this what I want to be. But than… then I meet you. sweet woman who teach me that there are bigger things then career. When I get on my fly to Tokyo I was had same weird feeling in my heart like same thing Bit me. In the beginning I think it is noting and it will pass in a day or days but after a few days it just gets worse and worse. I was can’t work, I was can’t eat or drink, I even can’t sleep. I was stand next to the window of my hotel room watching the planes went and repetitions at the airport. And wish for that day when I will come back to you. More and more days I was starting to feel more and worse. I get sick in flu and can’t go to work. I was stay in the bed all the day and Recalls the day I leave. The way you hold me in your hand and ask me to stay. Every time I wish I was chosen to stay with you and not go to Tokyo. After I recovered I call my boss and ask him to send me back to USA. In the beginning he don’t like it and say that he will Fire me. In the beginning I was scared what I will do if he will fire me? What I will do after it? My father always teach me that when you have great job And pay you well on it Just stake on it. But not this time, this time I remember what you tell me. Person that has happy life with joy and love he is the real rich man in the world and noting can break him. I tell my boss that I don’t care if he fires me but then he decide to send me back to USA to work her.” he say and smile to her.
“that great but I don’t know why you tell me all this?” she ask him. He come close to her and put his hand on her cheek.
“I think that if I will tell you all this you will understand how much it was hard for me to stay away from you and how much I want you to be there with me. I was known that I can’t take you with me because your family will not agree for that so…” suddenly he gets down on his knees and gets a small red box from his jacket. Open it and look on her. She saw on the ring and looks confused on him
“Will you marry me?” she stands in her place and look around and saw that every one looking on them.
“what are you doing?” she asks him.
“Proposing to you.” He says and smiles to her.
“But you just get back.” she say to him.
“trust me I thought about it many times. 2 month is too much times.” She start giggle. “So what you say you going to marry me or I just I destroyed my knees for noting.” She giggles again.
“Yes.” He looks on confused on her. “No I mean Yes I marry you.” He smiles to her and stand up next to her. He put the ring on her finger. She looks on the ring and run to hug him. “I love you.” She whispers in to his ear.
“I love you too.” He whisper back to her ear and hug her tight.

Who know that 2 month when the stay away from each other has change the all story? It’s just show up that this is the real power of True love.

 
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Posted by on June 24, 2015 in Short Story

 

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